I'm sorry to disappoint you, but this is not about sin in the garden, being made in the image of God, or returning to a nudist society. This lesson comes from an apple tree a bit closer to homeâthe one in my backyard.
This past winter I struggled with depression, and during this time my wife and I returned to a coastal area we had left four years earlier. We'd hoped it would be a wonderful homecoming, but I couldn't shake the mantle of failure. During this time the apple tree became symbolic of what was going on in my heart.
When we first moved into our new house the apple tree was lifeless: no leaves, no fruit, and a dark grey colour. I looked out my bedroom window to see overgrown grass, overgrown foliage, and a whole lot of hard work.
My wife was out in the thick of the foliage and dead wood, toiling away to get rid of the dead wood. It was as if she had embraced a new season of our lives while I watched on. I stayed in bed staring out the window at what appeared to be a dead scene.
The grace to carry on
In His grace my Heavenly Father reached out, 'Son, what's wrong? Let me help you'. At first I was angry, but soon I realised the depths of His graceâdisplayed for me on a hill at Calvary, the death of His own son to redeem me. I got up and out of bed.
I realised I was just like the lifeless apple tree. At the time my life appeared dead, but just like the apple tree there was some serious movement going on under the soil. A friend once said that a tree works hardest in winter, unlike any other season, the tree works in winter to grow its roots. Even though it appeared dead in the winter, the apple tree was preparing for a season of growth.
A season of growth
The apple tree outside my bedroom window is now full of fruit, its leaves are green and its branches are full. I no longer watch it from the window, now I am outside with my wife pruning it, watering it and enjoying its life.
Just like the apple tree, I couldn't immediately see what God was doing in my life during my time of lifelessness. God was active: He purposeful and powerful even in the dead of winter.
Now, I see God's touch: His life, His grace, His vitality in my work, my marriage, my friendships, and the most important of allâmy relationship with my Him.
That weird wine skin passage
In Matthew chapter 9, verse 17 Jesus says:
And no one puts new wine into old wineskins. For the old skins would burst from the pressure, spilling the wine and ruining the skins. New wine is stored in new wineskins so that both are preserved.
So often we try to hold on to the old at all costs: the dead wood, the old wineskin, our feelings of failure, and our lost efforts. We might feel that because it is part of our story we must not let it go, holding on at all costs. In these verses Jesus encourages the disciples to embrace the new: to embrace Him.
I realised that I would be just like that old wineskinânever ready for the new wine. Unless I focused on my identity in Christ I would never be ready for the refreshment God was bringing.
We can make the mistake of thinking that death is not God's domainâthat only Satan uses death. But all around usâin creation and in the Bibleâwe see God in control of death, using it to reveal his power and ultimately bring new life.
Just look at the garden: autumn can feel like death with so many seeds falling to the ground, and during winter the ground is cold and lifeless; but spring and summer bring forth a new season of life, fruit, and hope for the future.
Maybe you're holding on to something you need to let go of, to let die. Maybe you need to lay those things in the ground so that God can renew you, bring new life and more importantly bring new fruit and hope for the future.
This means that anyone who belongs to Christ has become a new person. The old life is gone; a new life has begun!
- 2 Corinthians chapter 5, verse 17.
Justin Monaghan is currently launching as a professional prophetic artist under the label JR Faith Creations and runs a creative home fellowship with his wife Liana.Justin is also heavily involved in his local surfing community of South Australia as a surf coach, a judge of surf contests and a member of Christian Surfers
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